One night, while everyone was asleep we stayed up and talked under the amazing sky. We talked about dreams and aspirations, fears and disappointments. We talked about everything. I mentioned to her how much I really wanted to get into design because it's something I enjoy playing around with. I loved my classes I took at school and I've since done a couple things, but I opened up about why I haven't pursued it.
I don't want people to think I'm just another person who bought the programs and told myself I was a designer and I don't have the confidence to really put my name out there on my work. I would say my work is average, maybe decent.
That's why I want to go back to school. I don't plan on doing a complete bachelor degree, I just want to take a few classes that I feel will give me the confidence boost and a bit more know-how to really try and do something for myself. I sit at a job that I don't feel very valuable and then I go home and work on different designs I like and feel proud of myself.
I'm hoping that everything will work out and that classes will be available if I do, in fact, pursue this goal of mine. I'm just ready to start doing something I really enjoy!
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